I finished the first draft of book two in The Flying Ponies trilogy, Tilt, last Saturday night. As I sat there, staring at my computer screen, a little disturbed by what I had just written, I thought, Wow. I only have one more book with this crew. Then it will be on to something else. And that realization hit me quite hard.
You see, writers get attached to their characters. We live with them in our minds and hearts, day after day. Someone can read your story and think, yeah, I enjoyed that. And then they move on to something else. But writers don’t get to do that. At least, I don’t. Those people, those wooden horses that fly, are now part of me. They always will be.
And I will miss them when their story is complete, when I’m not thinking of and working with them daily. They’ll still be with me, but they will no longer be in the limelight. They’ll have to move over and make room for the next story’s characters.
That’s how it should, of course. No writer can rest on his or her last story. There’s always going to be another to tell, another to share with the world. But you still miss the last one you told.
I know I shouldn’t be waxing poetic about The Flying Ponies yet. I still have to edit and polish Tilt. It probably won’t release until spring 2019, and then I have the third and final one to write, Spin. After that, yeah. It will be time to get sentimental.
But the next story is always calling, even now, even with Tilt just starting to cool off, stored on my flash drive and laptop. Still, it’s hard not to feel some bittersweetness.
I kind of want that carousel ride to last forever.
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Hugs, friend (and BIG congrats)!! I feel this will be me when I one day finish my series, especially considering I feel it will be on the longer side. I might just cry a tear or two. 😉 You could always do spin-offs! 😉 (Pun intended!)
Thank you! Lol I have actually thought about doing a book of short stories centering on the different siblings and Flying Ponies, but I have to wait until Spin is written to see where everything ends up. I can’t wait to read your work!
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Ooooh that sound like SO much fun!!! I’m excited to see what you come up with! 😀
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